Emery

It's exactly 1:11 pm here in our loft.

it's supposed to be bright but all my room mates are asleep so. it's dark.

Fo so long i've wanted to write something here.

just to let it all out.

just to exhale.

exhaling.

I've been here In manila for almost a month and a half.

And what have I done?

I'm supposed to be studying.

Why can't I get that stupid momentum?

I keep telling myself.. I'll start studying tomorrow.

then tomorrow comes and I'll just look at my piled books and notes.

I'm blaming no one but myself.

I am a very bad company.

So I just went home after a lecture with Sir IIIrd.

Orthotics and Prosthetics.

In fairness to me.

I did remember most of it.

I'm re-planning my life now.

I'm setting some new short and long term goals.

And I'm eager to follow them.

step 1: study hard.

step 2: pray hard.

step 3: iron my papers.

step 4: prayer even harder.

step 5: pass the NPTE

step 6: start building everything.

step 7: always bow in gratitude and count my blessings.

weh. blah.

this is a post not ought to be published.

but what the hell.

I'm subdued.