Emery

Just finished 300 Giles questions and that somehow made me happy.

We're about to have our dinner in a while, then go back, study some more and watch Nole's game, later tonight.


The trailer of the Time traveler's wife was officially released yesterday and that made my heart skipped a beat.

I almost want to cry just watching it. The disappearaing thing is soo awesome!

Anyways,
I was scanning my old Kinesiology book and found this little peace of paper.
I am in the state between giggling and punching myself while reading this.
Pedamundo as what Mr. Mayer said.
lol.
I'm not even sure who I was thinking when I wrote this.

How long did I allow myself to be kept delicate?

I'm like a puppet under everyone's spell.

Bound to fall and crash.

If tragedy means having to let you go..

before I even called you my own.

And if it also means having to be this happy,

just seeing your face everyday

and just realize, you left for good.

hard to admit the fact that it also means

having to wait for you for me to be alive again.

Then give me tragedy.

it's the only way to check if my heart's still beating.

Ewww.