The Rescue

I'm currently reading The Rescue by Nicholas Sparks.

and I'm telling you I fall asleep every after reading like ten pages or so.

After reading like half of the book, I still don't see the essence of the story. I don't get why the doctors can't diagnose Kyle's condition. I don't feel any empathy to both of the characters.

The scenes are boring and predictable. Anyways, I'd still finish it tonight because I still want to be surprised because apparently it was Sparks' first novel who debuted at no. 1 in the bestseller's list.

edit: so I finished the remaining half of the book last night and I cried myself to sleep. LOL. Never judge a book by its first few chapters. It was about forgiving yourself.. There was beauty in the simplicity of the story. There was no villain whatsoever. Just unconditional love and the importance of communication and opening your heart to a greater possibility of happiness. 4/5 stars!

I feel that I'm getting heavier by the minute.

But the odd thing is, I actually like it.

I mean my clothes fit better. I feel like I'm getting stronger. LOL

I remember, last December we were looking for a skirt for a certain occasion and the size zero would dance around my hips. LOL. But now I'm officially size 1. Yay me!

It had been a life-long struggle to gain some weight.

It's practically a dream come true!

I'm getting re-acquainted with my medical books. Because I'm trying to a get a grip of my own life. I will be taking control of it after months of imprisonment in this crazy hoop of emotions. This will take a lot of time.. but I'm getting there.

And I like how the sun is showing off right now. The sun is the only thing that has the right to brag and be arrogant and will still be loved.

and oh French Open 2010 is keeping me busy nowadays. I still can imagine myself being a personal Physiotherapist of a certain Female Tennis Player. A secret dream that I still hope could happen someday. Stretching, proper body mechanics, strengthening, mm training, ice and hot packs, and manipulative therapy aren't that hard, are they? LOL