People always leave... sometimes they come back.

Sometimes they comeback.

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Pardon my cheesiness. I've been rewatching One Tree Hill all over again because it once told a story about a tiny part of my life. And up to this day, it still does.

It is almost Christmas and for the most years of my adult life, I always have had some sort of mixed emotions whenever this season is around. I hope on a daily basis. I feel like there's just something good that's about to come. This year was okay. I don't know, I also feel like I need a drastic change. Fitness for instance, maybe to be a bit more open, talk to people more, save a little more, be more giving, write more, kiss and hug my loved ones more often, reach out to friends who are far away, have hope in humanity, smile, maybe argue if I have to. 

What if this year, I am the one who will be leaving people too?

And, forever scares me too.

-E