The one where she’s short two points..

Only jinni et zao will know what my title’s supposed to mean.. haha..3 takes??.. man.. that’s quite harsh.. she didn’t have enough faith I guess.. but who am I to talk?
Have you heard the song hands clean by alanis m.?.. anyways.. she said.. this song is about her past relationship with a man who is 29 years old.. shocking part is.. she was only 14 at that time.. that’s probably the reason why I so can’t get the lyrics before.. haha.. a lot of people told me that I look a lot like her.. haha.. whatcha think??.. im not here to judge myself.. but talent-wise?.. I think she’s just a hundred neurons ahead of me.. haha..

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy But you don't seem to mind O
oh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime


We'll fast forward to a few years later A
nd no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget? what with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
she's such a genius!!.. haha..

and on the sadder part.. our high school valedictoiran .. ms. rowena imperio..passed away at a tender age of 24 last week.. i didnt really know her back then but ive always known her as a strong and independent lady.. she had a 1 year old baby when before God took her.. saw her picture sa yearbook.. she's such a joy to look at.. God has a reason for everything.. May God bless her greiving family... may she rest in peace..

Am i the only one who changes my passwords from time to time? sometimes i just get so paranoid that my accounts will be hacked by someone who hates me.. haha.. lol.. and if you happen to watch 24.. you'll know how easy it is for them to hack all your accounts.. and as a bad result of my insanity.. i couldn't open my other accounts.. because of course i forgot my username and password.. my hotmail account..my other photobucket account.. my multiply account.. all of them vanished coz of one stupid personality disorder.. haha.. being paranoid that is.. haha.. so now.. i write them.. of course in a place where nobody else will ever find.. haha..

i remember.. i used to have passwords such as.. rooftop... nottinghill..collide.. lafferty..mrschandler.. greekgoddess.. of course i don't use them now..haha.. why would i even write my current password here?.. haha.. guess i have no one to blame but me.. haha

i know i'm not the only one who's having this pity problem?.. please show your hands by raising them if u all agree.. haha..

this is a whole 'notha story.. haha.. last night i happened to hear nsync's God must've spent a little more time on you.. my searching brains just went crazy yet again.. haha.. lol.. ilonggo translation ".. baw gn id-idan ka gd sang Gino-o sanggn-obra ya ka mu".. haha.. what the hell does that mean.. well.. here are my thoughts.. haha..
maybe God spent a little extra time to fix your nose and to make those eyes so deep and blue?and He spent maybe a year just trying to think what race you'll be born or what personality you should have..i dunno.. what do you think?.. am i even on the right track?.. haha..