Monday, February 3, 2014

Starting Over Again

Pardon the cheese parade of words below. 😂

It is the love month, and it hasn't been my kind of month the past regretful years.

Love.
I don't like talking about it, I do not give advices about it.
It is a very complex word, so complicated it has been mistaken for something else a lot of times.
It is beautiful and altogether magical. Though people amuse me on the the things they do and the heights they have to climb, even crimes willing to commit just to have a shot at one. They're funny.
Don't roll your eyes and don't get me wrong because I still believe in it. I still think its promise once felt, could be life changing.

It's not that I haven't felt it, nor I long for it constantly.
I just think it's overrated. Okay, that sounded a little too bitter.
Commitment, security, passion. Is that it? 
Just someone you can share your life with, like a beautiful soul that makes you whole? 
Is that really it? Fair enough.
Shet. Bwa ha ha. Tama na ni! 😂

Kfine, I don't think I deserve it. I had it a couple of times. And because I am so smart, I let it pass right through my freaking hands. And it's always too late. The fault wasn't in our stars. All the fault, you can easily blame my ever brilliant decisions.

As I walk by people every second of every single day, well, I just like looking at people and observing them. I like it when they're happy and not just pretending to be one. I don't have a point to prove here actually. Moving on...

Much has been said and done today. I'm fine, I always am.
I'll be watching Toni and Piolo's Starting over again this February 12. Just Because.😁😳😭

- E

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