P.S. I Love You.

I don't think I'm the only one who will be doing absolutely nothing in the subject of good ol' romance this week. (I just didn't blurt that one out.) So to partially save me from these preceeding days that will eventually lead to that - I hate that day uggh... Friday. I will try to write something. Or do something... for amusement purposes alone. 😂

Here is a series of post on how I will drench myself in emotional wine and my tiny little ways to somehow remember its significance. 

Page 1 of 7: The boo-boos in this unwanted Valentine season. 😁

P.S I love You. I bought this at booksale for only 165 pesos. I haven't seen its movie nor have any ideas on its plot. But judging by its title, it may have a lot of letters in it. And I will forever like reading letters so it easily caught my eye. It's not all bad, it makes your chest jump a little for a while. I am now on chapter six, I like where this is heading. I'm hoping to cry to feel a little more.

Also, they're showing He's just not that into you on tv. I am annoyed on how these characters are so desperate, and how they act like slaves for attention and affection. Because personally, I don't crave for it, I don't chase it, I don't mind it. (But I can't take my eyes off it either, it's actually a nice film. That's just the bitterness taking over, somehow controlling me. Half lol.)😂

This is just a week out of the hundreds in a year. At least, I have my mom on mother's day. A father on Father's day. A family to celebrate Christmas and new year's with. A memory to celebrate every national hero's day. People who make me laugh and make me feel good everyday. That's more than enough for now. That's what I tell myself, repeatedly. 

Like any line in a movie or book would define; Hang on, wait for it. The universe is still colliding as we speak. You had your chances and you blew them. Hulat ka da liwat, laba pila, mirihis mo na. 😂

Tomorrow will be page 2 of 7.

p.s I am still not comfortable talking about this subject. The things I'm thinking at night when I am typing this are not exactly the things I think of during my daytime waking hours. So you must know that this is not at all reliable, so are my thoughts.